Our little boy

I cannot even begin to express the love I have for our little boy, and I am talking about our youngest, the one we haven't even met yet. We are starting our home study soon and the age range of our little boy means that he is likely already in the baby home in Uganda. Tonight at small group, while we were singing, I closed my eyes and for the first time I saw a little baby boy and my heart just flooded with love for this child. I just started praying for him while we were singing. "Please God, watch over my baby. Keep him safe, keep him wealthy, protect him God. Send him my love." My heart aches to hold him and bring him home.
My baby is somewhere in that little spec you see in this picture.... Makes me think of "Hortons hears a Who", our son loves that movie... I see that spec of light and I just know he is out there somewhere. I can feel him and I love him with all my heart already.
God is so good!!

Trusting God in this time

Audio Adrenaline Kings & Queens

Here is a song I recently heard and I wanted to share it. <3

Audio Adrenaline 

Kings & Queens

Little hands, shoeless feet

Lonely eyes looking back at me

Will we leave behind the innocent too brief

On their own, on the run 

When their lives have only begun

These could be our daughters and our sons

And just like a drum I can hear their hearts beating

I know my God won't let them be defeated

Every child has a dream to belong and be loved

(Chorus)

Boys become kings, girls will be queens

Wrapped in Your majesty

When we love, when we love the least of these

Then they will be brave and free

Shout Your name in victory

When we love, when we love the least of these

When we love the least of these

Break our hearts once again

Help us to remember when

We were only children hoping for a friend

Won't you look around 

These are the lives that the world has forgotten

Waiting for doors of our hearts and our homes to open

Chorus

If not us, who will be like Jesus

To the least of these

If not us tell me who will be like Jesus

Like Jesus to the least of these

Boys become kings, girls will be queens

Wrapped in your majesty

When we love, when we love the least of these

Then they will be brave and free shout your name in victory

We will love we will love the least of these

We will love the least of these (Repeat)